Hearts Broken

I felt empty, lost and scared. The one who meant so much to me had kicked me out of their life. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry yet I had no tears. I wanted to yell but my voice had left me. I just stood there as I held my hand next to the dark void where my heart used to be. Now it was gone. She was gone. I was confussed, my stomach began to turn. Having her out of my life felt like I had some type of terminal illness. The more I thought about it the more dismal my outlook became. My fingers tips began to turn cold and my lips pursed shut. I didn't move, I just watched. As the love of my life walked away into the distance. I would have pursued her if there had not been a wall she fixated in between us. All I could do was listen to the sound of her foot steps fading in the distance. Pitter patter pitter patter....

Dreamland

I close my eyes and let loose all my cares,

the stars guide my path the moon light's my stairs

I reach to the lands where all things are fair,

gone to my dream land, say you'll be there.

My Dream of You

I dreamed of us walking in the park holding hands on a beautiful summer day. As we walked we talked about life and all of it's wonders. We took pictures of trees and all the beautiful flowers we came across. I picked one up and put it in your hair; you smiled at me and I smiled back. We continued down the path and sat at a bench to look at the azure blue sky. Your eyes sparkled in the sun in much splendor, a sight that could make one heart melt. We pointed to the lovely cloud formations in the sky and made our childish estimates of what we thought they resembled. After awhile we got up and continued down the cobble stone path. We continued to walk until we made it the most gorgeous beach any man has ever seen. We gazed at the emeral waters as it flowed gently. We watched as the fish swam together in untrackable patterns. It truly was the most wonderful sight to behold, but not as wonderful as your smile. Finally evening came and we watched the sunset. A magical array of oranges, purples and pinks mixed in order to create a lovely sunset much better than any painting could attempt to portray. We turned to each other your hands in mine and our eyes met. Just seeing you smile made me smile as well. For awile we just stood there, it was as if time had stopped just for us. Then I silently whispered "I love you". You opened your mouth to speak an inaudible "I love you too." But then you began to fade away like sand in the cool summer breeze as I awoke from my day dream...

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Hey everybody it's me again, Camron! Did you miss me? I've been on a pretty long hiatus haven't I? Well I'm finally back to write some more poems and short stories for you leisure.

This poem was inspired by a trip to the park that I took last summer. It was quite beautiful. My dad was doing a photoshoot there so we had time to explore the area. Every place mentioned in the story is real and based on what I saw. The love story was all made up (unforutunately) but it really is about someone but I fear I cannot tell who lol. I hope that you all stay with me as I take you on various journeys into my mind. God Bless

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Remebering me

If I were to die befor the next day,

If people asked about me, what would you say?

Would you say that I cared and I made your hearts merry?

Or did my lips serve you poison, like a verbal apothecary?

Did I comfort your heart and wipe away your tears?

Did I cause pain that would scar you for years?

Was I the best of Brothers, whom my heart I would share?

Or did I shun you and treat you as if you were never there?

Your opinion of me I would not hear,

For inside my casket I'll have no use of my ears

But the one thing I hope that you'll say about me,

Is that an image of Christ, through me, you could see.

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Hey everyone I'm finally back after a long while! Decided to write a poem for you all since I haven't written anything in awhile. Still working on a romance story that has a bit of my life in it! Just wait a bit longer and I'll have it finished up for your eyes to witness. Please stay tuned, God Bless

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Working on a story for you!

Yea I'm trying to cook up a story but I can't seem to get my thoughts together! Writers Block probably isn't the case, it's more of a imagination build up that causes me to loses concentration. But yeah this is just a message to let you know that I'm still alive. The picture shown has no meaning what so ever just to let you know haha. That's about it at the moment, hope you stay tuned!Peace and God bless.

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The Perils of Artist Block

My mind is all fuzzy, my thoughts are all locked,

This is what the doctor calls, Writer Block.

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Yep, haven't been here for awhile sorry about that. Guess I haven't been inspired enough to write something new :-/ I'll get around to it though... eventually haha.

My Land of Peace

Oh how I long so much to be, in the lands that put my mind at ease,

The lands that seem so far away, but when I'm there, there I'll stay

Where I'm no longer concerned about my wants and needs, my mind can finally be at peace,

To here I travel every day of the week, the place I go to when ever I sleep.

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Hey everyone! Here's another entry for you all to read :) sorry I didn't post when I said I would, I simply had to much studying to do (UGH!). But yea, story of my life right? You can expect another entry sometime this week, hoping for Friday but Sunday @ the latest :). Don't forget to tell others about me, hope you visit again soon for my next entry, Peace.

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